There was love; only, it felt like I
was drowning in it.
There was care, only it stringed
freedom off my neck.
There was concern, only it turned judgmental
to all I did.
There were thoughts about me, only, it
consumed all your time.
The all-deceiving youth in me had made
me shut my mind.
I was reckless, I was irresponsible. I
was blind.
I said ‘no’ for the sake of saying it.
I did all those things that you warned
me from.
I knew you loved me but I challenged
you to prove it.
Unsure of what I am doing, I ran from
myself to unknown land, so far, that I can’t return back, no matter how much I
want to.
You were right, all along.
I am sorry.
I have damaged much more than sorrys
can repair.
I want to come back. I do.
Will you accept me?
This was a response to the blogging contest at - http://rachaelharrie.blogspot.com/2012/04/to-z-blogging-challenge-rachs-writing.html. The rules for the entry were - Tuesday April 24 - your entry should contain the words "unsure" and "unknown".
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